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and it will always be a good friend of you even till old
Sometimes u ask me, can i go out with your best buddy to buy things?
you would reply, sure! why not? since its my best buddy why not?
Or u just accompany another guy while leaving me alone with friends
i would reply, alright sure! ^^
but i know..
deep inside..u feel sucky
u feel jealous
u feel uncomfortable
and the list goes on...
even though she promised to love you one and only
and forever
you will still get jealous...
This is relationship..its nature
its not only you, it occurs to everyone on earth
not matter how forgiving you are,
you will get jealous
sometimes you yourself also do not know why you are acting like that
i also dont know why,
but for what i know, its a good thing
because at least you still care for her
and this shows that you love her
and i really cant stand myself..
its really not the usual me.
i will get jealous over little little things
and yes..little little things.
i don't know why, even little praising like saying u are so good!
u are handsome
u are so nice
i will get jealous..
i don't know why..but maybe its because i love you too much.
Wenxin*baozhujie* once told me
and i will always remember it xD
she clench her fist and open it up.
followed by a quote
"if you hold too hard, you hurt yourself"
but i wanna say
if i hold too hard, i hurt myself. I rather hold too hard than to lose my loved ones, which hurts me more..
i hate myself for being so selfish
i cant stand it when you treat others better than me
cant stand it when i come online and yet, you don talk to me
cant stand it when u talk to other people instead of me
Oh my god..
can god make me not so selfish!?
i don't like the feeling..=(
“When I see you smile and know that it is not for me, that is when I will miss you the most.”
Sometimes you asked me what happened, i said nothing much.
but when i turned my head, i whisper everything out.
You wouldn want to hurt your loved ones,
but you hurt them if they found it out themself and not from you.
sometimes people tell me
love is so troublesome
you get jealous for nothing
you get banned from doing this
going there
looking at girls
talking to girls
going out with them
let me tell you this
Love makes life so confusing, but without love would you really want to live?
i wouldn't
If love is the answer, can you please repeat the question?
Just some thoughts after today 9 feb 2010 wrote this while listening to dear's blog song i think it repeated at least 8 times the song mood just fits in well.
Finally knew the meaning but
I don't know why.
It just makes me think that its related to the past things that has happened.....
Liansheng 17 (: