Friday, June 18, 2010
Simple words.
posted at 11:54 PM
Thursday, April 29, 2010
guess i wont be sleeping tonight..
i dont have the mood to do so...
i cant sleep and yet...
ya so i shall be awake..and ton..
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There is always one amazing power on earth,
created by gods to fool earthling like us.
that power,
so strong and affectionate,
that could play so well with your feelings
and give you so much laughter and smiles,
but also tears and sadness...
and that power is love..
love had played me hard..
real hard..
its a unexplainable feeling i have right now..
its contradicting..
i feel like dying sometimes..
but i dont want to cause i found someone i love..
someone whom i can be happy with..
and i dont wish to miss that golden opportunity..
i have my believe , to hold on and
love you for no matter what reasons
to say sorry first even though i didn do anything wrong
to hug you when u are cold
to throw hoody at your face when u are shivering
to listen to you and eat fruits and drink fruit drink
to be by yourside 24/7
and i really hope to be with you
forever...
to help u hold books
to lend you a listening ear
to be a punching bag whenver u are sad..
to hug u and embrace you whenever u are sad
to cheer you up and encourage you although u are throwing tantrum at me
to care for you
to make u my very first priority in everything.
anyone would have ask me what happened to your 15 years of friend then?
he is my brother,
who grew up with me
since childhood and everything
shared water, food and everything tgt before.
my 15 years of friend is only a brother to me now..
yet u are a most important person to me now and forever..
i gave u everything...
my love,time and everything..
sometimes i think that.....
and thus resulting this....
and i think maybe its time....
not to let you go(that will never happen)
but its to.....
and i hope doing so everything turns better..
i will be understanding and make ur life colourful and nice..
be caring and thoughtful.
i love you my dear.
posted at 12:57 AM
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有时候，我对你的担心，会变到一误会。 有时候，我打电话给你， 都不超过5 分钟，就会没有了。 有时候，我很想哭， 因为你对我有忽然的冷淡， 而我不知道发生了什么事。 我好怕。。。真的好怕失去你。。 我不是想要管你的一切， 我只是把你当我的全部，我的唯一。 事事都把你放在第一位。。。 但是，我觉得好怪哦。。。。 不懂为什么。。。 我对自说过很多事， 但我已经觉得我办不到了。。。 我说过，不为女生而掉下眼泪， 说过不做的东西， 都做了。。。 在我的心里， 的却有很多事。。。。 好多好多。。。。 好了，我不想写了。。。。有好多事我都憋在心里。。。但我也不想写了。。。 我想在好想到大海，喊个痛快。。。。 及时喊到没有声音， 喉咙痛， 也爽， 鼻子好酸哦。。。。我不想再睡觉前大哭一场。。。 不管什么事，朋友虽然重要，学业虽然重要， 但身体也很重要。。。 希望你，能活得健健康康的。 我也不要求什么， 就只要你，身体健康， 活得开开心心， 我也心满意足了。 心好酸。。。晚安。
posted at 12:29 AM
Saturday, April 03, 2010
Day 12 without bun :(
Didn't contact Wife Selena at all.
Bad bad day :(
Wife selena away :(
Man-U lost :(
麻痹， 可以形容我现在的性情。
哭也哭过了，
伤心也伤心过了，
心痛野心通过了，
心酸也心酸过了，
什么痛苦的经验都有了。
我的心已经麻痹了，
但是我还是很想你。
好难受哦。
快疯了。
多两天， 我的心情一定是。。。
哈哈哈！ 想了都开心 ：）
老婆大人！ 我再等你回来 :)
我爱你 ：）
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Stayed at shop today and shop my with iphone at app store.
The whole day
what a killer is this..
made me spent like mad :(
but Its fun
watched Chelsea vs man u at shophouse
then after that went home.
thats all for today xD
posted at 10:54 PM
Day 11 without bun
Friday, April 02, 2010
Day 11 without bun
whew..
Bun wun be contacting me at all for today and tmrw..
its pretty pretty deadly
she will be away from taipei to baibai at tainan
No sms, No msn, No skype ;(
but i will still update as i promise her xD
Dear i miss you, you know?
these two days i will be good and listen to you :)
Although these two days is going to tough for me,
but to think of that when she baibai finish she is flying back singapore!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEe
Okay WO REN xD
Wife Selena i love you!!!!!!!!!!
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Snooker with ckay,jvan and asy later
WEEHEEE
Its time to show my specialty 101 skill
APRIL FOOL!
I wanted to do this trick to dear
but i scared she cannot take it
so i tried it on asyraf..(sorry bro!)
Date:1st April 2010
Lian:Eh asyraf! Do you know jimmy tay SMS me and said u fail ur SUP PAPER?
(thinking he already checked)
Lian: And he said that the website had a glitch and accidentally put u as pass
but actually u fail and he enourage you to retake the whole BA2
(Serious tone and basically not laughing
cause i dun have the energy to do so
after LONG WORKING hours)
Which subject to retake!?
Lian:BA2 la!
Asyraf: WAH SERIOUS AR! WAH LAO K**B**B F*** @)#)@#*!)@*!)@!
wah lao lian serious ar?
Lian: Ya la..He sms me and said he dun have your number ask me contact u.
Asyraf: you pass anot?
Lian: Ya! Selena also pass!
Asyraf: WAHLAO!!!(louder)
Lian u say serious ar?(nervous tone)
Lian: Asyraf...What date issit today ar?
ASyraf:(think for 5 sec)
OHHH C***B**!!!!!!!!!!! LIAN SERIOUS U SUCK!!!
F*** U!
MUAHAHAHAHAH
i owned him! WEEHEE
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Dear dun worry when u come back xD
i will have part 2 xD
u becareful oh!! :)
HEHH HEHHH
The end!
posted at 4:15 PM
Day 9 and 10 without my BUN
Thursday, April 01, 2010
Day 9-10 without bun
I miss you my dear
To the extent even when i went to work today
i still miss u every single second
是我的第一次，
想一个人，想到我快死了。。
好难受哦。。
只能用电话和电脑跟你说话。
我会很珍惜，每一分，每一秒。
可是今天，我有一点。。
算了，不说了。
只要你回来，其他的事都不重要了。
Happy April fool my dear!
becareful ar！when u come back i sure trick u xD
xiao xin oh :)
Dear i love you
and i promise i will never
NEVER ever leave you :)
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Okay i went to work today with rid and benz
first time working
one word to say
tired..
really exhausted
money is really hard to earn
and its soo hard to earn
zhen de.
i bought iphone 3GS white 32gb
awesome phone
nojailbreak but still awesome
really awesome phone
but battery wise
it sucks
thats all today
im tooo tired to blog
i have 0 energy to type this post
i am practically using my weight to type this post
goodnight everyone!
posted at 9:32 PM
家後 For my dear
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
(你是我的妻子） (你是我的妻子）
posted at 6:51 PM
Day 7 without my bun :(
Monday, March 29, 2010
Sometimes i just wonder,
how does it feel when u miss someone
who is so important to you
who always make you happy
who bring laughter to your life
and many many more special things they can bring to you :)
its an unexplainable feeling i have now
i have to admit for the first few days
I'm almost dead, restless,zombie or whatever u call it.
Day 7
Still the same, just that my heart is way more sour than ever.
its weird.
shouldn't i feel better since its one week already?
but my heart just aches and feel sour every moment.
Sometimes crying doesn't help anymore
because there aren't anymore tears left in my body
they have depleted somehow, i don't know why.
How i wish i can fly over now,
To see your cute face
your pretty face
and hug you when the weather is cold
block sand wind for you
and help you cover blanket when you kick it away.
Dear, i miss you.
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Lets talk about today, i went to baibai my ahgong and ahma and aunty
at Aljunied Mount Vernon Columbarium.
Had a hearty talk with my cuz
went to eat at their house
and as usual everyone ask me where are you
and almost everytime by anyone
i would reply happily, ohh she went back hometown taiwan
and smiled.
But infact..its million piercing dagger to my heart.
My heart just feels sour whenever they ask
sometimes i just love to stop thinking
but its impossible
100% impossible..
Okay lets get back to my day,
After that i went back my shophouse and camp at my room again
Skype with dearest and she laughed at my face since i webcam her :$
thats all today.
老婆，我很想你， 你知道吗？
我要说，我爱你
是很爱很爱你！
你要开开心心在台湾玩哦。
我会等你回来
我也会听你说的每一句话。
乖乖等你。。
老婆我爱你！
张年生（面包超人）
posted at 8:47 PM
Liansheng 17 (: